Monday, August 8, 2016

Peace of mind

Someday in life, you will feel like enough is enough.
You no longer want all this pain.
You don't want to struggle that much.
It takes courage... More courage than you think to move on.
To cut out those once very close people from your life.
People who make it all harder.
You will only want to move forward.
You might want it all but most of the time you need "the push"
My push was what she said.
It was all over to me the moment I  read what she wrote.
I would rather stay all alone than going back to what was happening.
I was never more glad to leave anyone than I am now.
Yes, it scares me this iced feelings of mine...
But I need not worry that much ...am still me with that soft heart am just hiding it from
People
hiding it from all the pain.

That is all it takes to have peace of mind
Leave all that pains you
Leave all that makes it harder
Leave it all behind you
And don't you dare
(Yes am writing this one more about myself than anyone else)
Don't ever dare look back
Cuz it isn't even worth that
It was all fake
It was all nothing
They never understood what was going on with you
They never truly cared
My!they might have never really been your friend

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Saturday, July 16, 2016

Try this little thing to have a better life

My alarm or parents wake me up on most mornings(not all because I am usually in a state of very deep sleep I don't even hear the Alarm or I simply stop the alarm and sleep in).I get out of my cold bed in summer and go to the bathroom. I wash my face and teeth( and make wodoo). I eat breakfast every day with my family(sometimes we don't eat together because I wake earlier to study).

What do I have?
A beautiful, loving family
A big house
A working body
A  kind of smart brain
I could read and write
I eat whenever I am hungry and drink whenever I am thirsty
I was born a Muslim
I don't need anything that my dad can't get me
I am usually loved by most people I meet
I was told I always shine wherever I am (like the kind of popular kid who everyone listens to)
I was told I have a beautiful smile
I was told I am sophisticated, kind, persuasive, nice, honest, brave, cute........
I am maturer than anyone my age(which allows me to understand people even more...no I Don't find it is a bad thing ...I still get silly from time to time when I feel like it...I still get myself embarrassed though...)
I am surrounded by good people(no one is trying to  kill me -all the damage the people around me do to me is emotional)

To get to the point, I have a lot to thank Allah about.
And no matter how many problems I face or How many people are taken away from me, I can not thank Allah.

Nope, I am not writing this post to tell you how grateful I am I have the life I have.I am writing this post because I could help you improve your life.
Do you know how important it is that from time to time you feel gratitude?
To take 10 minutes and just sit down and mention all the things you are grateful for.Do It.


Well, I read that feeling grateful has A LOT of good effects. I also found out you could search all the scientific effects but I will tell you what happens to me from my experience.
If I am sad that something happened after I list all the things I am grateful for, I directly feel happy and I just feel as if my soul has been lifted.
If I am alright, I will for example not let any member of my family be sad from me. I treasure what I have before I lose it.
I get a better life.
I get more of everything I want.


That is definitely not all that I feel ....but the laptop is going to die and I need to publish the post....well just try it yourself list what you are grateful for and comment your experience.

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Thursday, July 14, 2016

How much do you actually think about what you say?

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How is your life going?
I hope it's great!

This post is a message to every reader.
A message that people keep sending and we keep forgetting.
I am writing this message now because of a recent situation that I faced.

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Think of how easy it is to speak. Think of how most of the time you do not think about what you say until you actually do.(While this is a controversial topic- you see I think that we actually do think about what we say before saying it but we do not know because we do so subconsciously.I mean sometimes we think we didn't think about something while we actually did and well sometimes we didn't)
How much do you actually think about a good comment you said to someone(or bad for the matter)?
I know I forget A LOT (I don't even remember what I say most of the time), but well I know enough people to confirm that anyone doesn't usually remember a nice comment they said about someone.

(can you see where I am going with this?)
See how trivial you think what you say is?

On Saturday (today is Thursday)I was speaking to a teacher about extracurricular activity about my blog and that it is an option but it isn't good and a person standing next to me I know but only vaguely says " no her blog is really good". Such a small phrase don't you think?


Now bear with me for a second. I had another blog on WordPress before this one. I did it before this one and it was kind of experimental. And then the beginning of this summer I decided to do this one, which is a better-updated version- I think. But soon after the fifth or so post on this new blog, I stopped uploading. I just thought it was useless.

But a few days after that small phrase, I found myself uploading a post.

Small cause BIG effect.
I am actually very thankful to that person who probably didn't realize the effect of his small comment.
Thank you!

In addition, I actually remembered a classmate who overheard me speaking to a friend about my blog and surprisingly-
1- she didn't know it was my blog.
2-she actually knew about it!!!!!
3- she LOVED it

In conclusion, You NEVER KNOW.
You hadn't dealt with you. Do not just assume you are a bad person.
There is no certain way to know what people are thinking all the time.

Take every word for granted.
Make it an inspiration.
Do not ever allow people to put you down.


Lastly, I cannot stress enough how important it is to think of how exactly the opposite might have happened.

Take every opportunity to raise people(well try not to lie) and only then will you rise

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Monday, July 11, 2016

Friendships (an optimistic post to loners)

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Chances are you know how amazing it is to have good friends you could rely on or think they understand you or love you.
Chances are you even by now know most friendships don't get that far.

At the beginning, you will feel happiness.

But then, all that happiness and joy will turn into never-ending pain cycle.You won't know how it turned out like that. You will lose track of why that happened. you will no longer want to know what lead to that state.

You might as well feel like you never want to trust any human being again.Anything you told those friends no matter how trivial it was will be a torture forever if you thought about telling any new friend. You will just remember that well everything ends and well you just don't want everyone to know that much about you. Do you?

So what If you spend the time between school sessions alone?
It isn't that boring if you have a book in your lap?
Plus you could silently just prepare for the next session, right?

Dear people who don't have friends yet, maybe that's a blessing.
One day you will find those friends who will feel you.
Don't worry and always remember that being alone is better than being with the wrong people.TRUST ME ON THIS ONE.

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Sunday, June 19, 2016

What High school is like from a high school student prespective

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I have always watched high school students in movies and thought it must be very hard but knowing how it is going to be is not the same and doesn't even help when you are in high school.

All year long you are in a constant battle of balancing social life, family and studying. oh, and from time to time you have to heal yourself from all the damage or you might not be able to continue.

Let's start with social life.
Yeah, it's not as easy as it might seem...
you will go through a lot of weird situations.
you will say a lot of things you don't mean
you will mess up more than you ever did or thought you might
you will no more know who you are
summary it's a terrible.....no matter who you think you are...

family?
well staying close to them is really hard...
you will feel like you are missing a lot of things...
you will feel detached...
but no matter how bad everything else will get they will stay the stable perfect safe part of your life.
Try not to change that...
do not upset them

studying doesn't help the case...
you will constantly face challenging stuff...
but I often find the problem isn't with the material it's with everything else going on
yup it all affects your studying


about the healing part...
from time to time you are going to feel like crying you won't know why sometimes...


high school is hectic

but the positive part the time passes
it will all go on

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Wednesday, June 15, 2016

Hush, Hush and Crescendo by Becca Fitzpatrick Review

This isn't really a review more of an opinion.Also, I am writing this while still reading. So I read some chapters then I add a comment over here.
The last thing I read was The Scorch Trials from The Maze Runner series.
Due to circumstances (my little brother couldn’t sleep at night and I had to stay awake) I started reading Hush, Hush (I'll nickname it double H case the comma is in another place in the keyboard and all).
I held the book in my hand and underestimated it. I felt very disappointed when I actually started reading it
THAT IS ONE GOOD BOOK.
don’t worry I am not going to spoil it. (I now read only 53 pages so no I can’t really write anything spoiling)
Do not underestimate it.
It grabs your attention from the first few chapters.....unlike a lot of authors whose first chapters are lists of names and places and relations...
chapter something page two hundred something. 
I literally can't stop reading
I have a lot of other things to do.
I am a very curious person.I don't like it but am trying to keep it at bay during my life.
But when reading I like to keep things loose.
WHO IS FOLLOWING HER?
HOW DID HE KNOW WHERE HER HOUSE WAS?
HOW DID THE SCHOOL PSCH KNOW HE DROVE HER HOME?
WHO IS PATCH???
WHAT IS GOING ON???
WHY DOES SHE HAVE SO LITTLE SELF CONTROL? (not her fault but well….)
Now I honestly don't blame her.
I would have done the same.
Said the same.
Felt the same.
Its just I WANT TO KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON?
WHO ATTACKED HER FRIEND?
WHO WENT INTO HER ROOM???
WHAT IS HIS REAL NAME??
IS HE A FALLEN ANGEL??
IS HE THE ONE WHO THE BOOK STARTED ABOUT IN THE PROLOGUE. THE BOY WHO GRINNED AND MADE THE MAN OBEY HIM?????
The intensity of the book caused my heart to race …that when I paused reading my heart was beating really fast like I had just run a marathon!
Finishing the book
Oh, my…..
I fangirled about it all day to my friends…….
I want my own patch
Wait no maybe a little patch …..
With a little of a Jace Wayland….a William Herondale….a Jem Carstairs…shane collins…Stark no last name…Peeta Melark….
I swear books raise my expectations of boys a lot.
You should get the book.
Do not underestimate the plot or any other thing concerning the book because you will be shocked.
I think am going to go back to reading the third book of the maze runner series if I had time.
Being a sophomore. …not much luck with reading.
Plus SAT so that makes it no time to even breathe.
No am just kidding.
Okay am a little short on time and the
moment I stop studying I can't even read because am temporary blind and deaf….so…

Crescendo
well well
it started off a little boring but it paid off towards the middle.
Idk what to write about it tbh it was really great!


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Monday, June 13, 2016

The book tag


1.The best summer book?
For some kind of reason, I don't read that much during summer, but there is this one book that I read all in one summer day.That was The Fault in our Stars.I know. I know. Don’t get me wrong I wasn’t crazy about it or anything. I will write a whole blog post explaining to you how I feel exactly about TFIOS.
This current summer though I am a little surprised It's been only a while like a few weeks and I read a whole book(I will do a book review once I finish the series.I finished 2 out of 4). I am reading the next one which belongs to THE BEST EVER SERIES THE MORTAL INSTRUMENTS BY CASSANDRA CLARE. Again once I am done I will do a book review.
2.Worst book-movie adaptation that you watched?

Divergent and Insurgent. I can’t express my frustration upon seeing the movies.These links are from my former blog.
3.Have you ever dressed up as a Book character?
Never the same outfit, but the same characteristics yeah.
I mean if am scared I would try to impersonate a brave character who was feeling scared too.
I used this method while giving a presentation before. you know how anyone is while giving a presentation....so I chose a character (Amelie from Glass House series) for she was "contained".She would feel scared and worried but refuse to show it. It did work. I was more confident and messed up less.

4.The Best Quote from a book?
Maybe the same rules do not apply to you
I think of this very often. It really inspires me and makes me feel better about most of the things I face in life.
5.What light do you like to read best in?
I don’t mind any type of light except if it’s directed toward my eyes or it’s too bright because then my eyes start tearing and I really can’t read.My eyes are very sensitive to light but I often try to ignore this while reading.
6.Doggy Ears or Book Marks?
BOOK MARKS.(i prefer my books looking fresh and new. without a single scratch)
7.A good book that you liked but wouldn’t like to read again?
That would be Paper Towns by John Green.
8.Can you stop halfway through a series and never pick it up again?
never.i can't stop halfway in a book or series.I only did that once but no regret about that book, which is Looking for Alaska.
9.A book on your bookshelf that doesn’t belong to you?
I have quite much actually.
  • clockwork angel
  • clockwork prince
  • The host
  • marked
  • cards on deck
  • they do it with mirrors
  • Daemons mark
  • The Hunger Games trilogy
  • Eldest
  • Glass House
Well, I have siblings.
My sister used to read. My brother still read but he started downloading them instead of buying them.Books are really expensive.
10.The oldest book on your shelf?
Wizards of Waverly place: spellbound
11.The most Beat up book?
Princess Mia
12.The most expensive book on your shelf?
Clockwork Prince(collectors edition)Belongs to my brother
clockwork princess.Belongs to me
13.Is there a book that you received as a birthday gift?
yeah
  • The longest whale song
  • If I stay
  • Hush, Hush
  • Alienated
  • Where she went
  • To kill a Mocking Bird
  • Nineteen eighty-four
14.The last book you read on your bookshelf?
The mortal instruments city of Bones by Cassandra Clare.(I couldn’t get the rest…perks of being a high school and SAT student...but good news just before I travel for the summer vacation I got the second book, which I am currently reading.It is called City of Ashes..and I got the third one from here :) )
15.What is the shortest book on your shelf?
The amazing “Glass House” from the Morganville vampire series by Racheal Caine
16.How do you organize the books on your shelf?
I don’t have only one way. Every time I organize it differently.
A few ways include color, genre, books belonging to the same series, length of the edge, my preferences and that would be the end of my thinking capacity at the time.
17.The Newest addition to your shelf?
Alienated received as a gift from a dear friend.
18.Describe your bookshelf.
Not so thin nor so wide.
Light colored, wooden.
Consists of four shelves.
I only use the first two for books.
(Siblings….my youngest brother gets the last for school books. And the one in the middle has yearbooks and some other stories he reads, the atlas, and some files with tons of papers)
19.Do you write in your spare time?
Well, I want to write a novel and I recently created a watt pad account. I never used it and I constantly feel like I want to write and then I don't feel like writing...
But instead, I write here. 
I had a former blog on WordPress but I feel it is really messed up and decided to try it here and it's going GREAT.
All of my blogs till now are adapted from there....
20.What is your most worn outfit while reading?
I read anywhere so there isn’t a specific answer to this question. I might be reading in a mall, in the house, on a trip, on a bus, in a hotel, and in a restaurant.
21.What is one series that you found repetitive?
I feel like the word repetitive has a negative connotation here so I’d say no one book is ever like the other. And as a reader, we shall never fail to see that.
But if the question is asking about some similar ideas.
I’d say that Divergent trilogy, The Hunger Games trilogy, and Matched Trilogy hold almost the same idea (which isn't a negative thing at all since each present it in a completely different way).I felt like all of them are speaking about putting down the unfair, evil society they are living in.
22.Which do you like most is a reader or a writer?
I honestly love both dearly.
Reading means exploring other peoples world through some letters connected together.While writing means allowing people to have a look at my little world through again some letters scribbled anywhere.
23.Your favored reading spot?
My bed. It's so relaxing. It doesn’t hurt my head or gets me a headache. It’s far away from all the noises. It's my airport center.
#airportcenter
24.Can you read with sounds around you?
Sometimes yes other times No.
Sometimes I can read during World War three. But other times I.just.cadodon't.
25.How do you feel when starting to read a new book?
Well, first I feel like I have to collect and remember every single small detail.I would even sometimes go back and reread them. Then I just calm myself saying if it's important the writer will repeat it.
I also feel like I want to read faster to get to know more and all.
26.When you hear one of your favorite books is being adapted into a film, what is your first thought?
I have been having this crazy idea about me directing the movie.
Or you know they would ask fan girls whether this movie is okay to publish.We get to fix it and stuff. But since that is never going to happen I thought about maybe fangirls doing their own book-adapted movie. I am unsure though how to do this. I don’t even that much time to think much about it.I have discussed this in an earlier post I got this very nice person saying they are in but am really sorry idk how am going to do that.
Maybe sometime later when I am done with high school and SAT.
27.Any songs that remind you of a book
yeah. The first song actually was recommended by a friend claiming that it reminds her of divergent. Having listened to it ….it actually does. Turning table from Adele.
The second is from a book suggested listening list. It describes the main character Claire from the Morganville vampire. And it was from the last book’s recommended list.Stand my ground idk by who
28.A book series that you’ve been wanting to get your hand on?
Several.
I think that is no question to a book reader. Because we always want to get books.
But some of the ones I wanted are The Harry Potter series, the Percy Jackson series, all books by Rainbow Rowell, the rest of the Mortal Instruments series, legend series, The Heir series, Thousand pieces above you series, the rest of hush hush, shatter me series, the knife of never letting go…….and the list goes on till you know forever.
29.Is there any person you look up to when searching for books to read?
Several book lover friends.Although it's been a while since I asked them.
-Yumna ( who recommended the Divergent Trilogy the first book of this genre that I like and thus caused me to start searching for more.)  When I feel like reading a good book I’d ask her.She recommends to me any good book she reads anyway, but I never remember them all so I go back to asking her what they were.
-Yumna She keeps recommending books that I don't read.
I want to read them. Sadly when I do, she would have already moved on to reading another.
-Lama my candor buddy.
And old vampire friend.
-Rawan The only person who fangirls with me over Cassandra Clare books. I recommended them and she actually read them!
-Shorouk we discuss books sometimes recommend some to each other.
-Shaymaa she always recommends books lately but I never get time to read them although I am dying to get my hands on them.
I hope I didn’t forget anyone.
30.Any Books that affected your life?
All of them affected my life.
For example, Tris’s bravery made me braver.
I will re adapt the post about book characters changing my life.....
31.How do you like boys and girls?
First I would like to mention a very important lessons books taught me(I already knew the lessons but books made it almost inevitable for me)
I DON'T LIKE SOMEONE BECAUSE OF HOW THEY LOOK. looks is an important factor but not the only factor in liking someone.
Throughout almost every single book I never fully remembered the authors’ physical description of a character. I liked characters because of who they are. What they say. How they feel. Not at all because of how they look.
So If I was to answer a question like this I would say it does not matter that least bit how anyone looks…but what I would like them to look like is not so cute but not so you know not cute….like A Herondale would be amazing to me. But Ky from Matched is just too much….
Okay so looks in real life do kind of affect impressions.how? If the person is taking care of how they dress and that and that. What they can't deal with like their features that Allah gave them I try best not to put those into consideration….but who am I kidding wouldn’t I like someone who looks cute with a good personality? Of course, I will.
Dark, smooth hair.
Taller than I am.
Muscular just a bit.(otherwise, it's scary)
Blue eyes I don’t like the green ones…brown eyes….hazel…whatever it is just not green
Good outfit.
No ripped jeans and low waist ones.
No big nose either.
That's for boys.
For girls.
Good looking hair. Or does the effort to make it look good.
Tris
Claire
Clare
Katniss
Nora.
But really it won't matter the way I would like them to look. A good personality is almost everything for me.
32.your thoughts about reading and the importance of reading in your life
Reading saves me.
Always.
And when people say they do not like reading I often explain to them that they just did not find a book they liked that would spark the reader in them.
Because how can someone not like reading? Don’t you read messages from friends?
Reading takes me to other worlds. I feel like I own the world when I read.
It's the key to a lot of life’s secrets.
I find myself in books.over and over and over.
Although sometimes I feel like I lost the reader inside but that is often discovered to be untrue.
I will always read. Maybe not always a novel. Maybe someday I will read a book about teaching children. I will always read the book of my religion. The Quraan. I will always read when I want to. Because reading is part of my life. I will always read.
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